Good for me?

Doing a double major will mean I'll be in school for a good long while.

I'm home this weekend. Hopefully the laptop will come back to life in a week or so. Seeing the furry things has made me happy, and I'm amazed at how big those little squirts of kittens got. Despite their size, however, they still act like kittens. Which means that trouble is not far behind.

I've been borrowing my sister's MP3 player for music sources, and I was listening to the first Third Eye Blind album... it's been a while since I posted a song on here, and some people find that kind of thing annoying.
I need to get out of the habit of apologizing for everything I do.
It's rung a few bells, alot more than it used to. In fact, just about every lyric rings a little bell or two.

I find it hard to fight urges sometimes... as much as I can restrain myself around people for the sake of dignity, some things I have no luck resisting no matter how many times I've sworn them off...

Hey, will you stay awhile.
My smile will not mislead you
'Cause I've been alone, my faith turned to stone
Still there's something in you that I believe in
Close to your pierce
I go wild with fears
Still I let you be
I feel you next to me
'Cause inside I feel
A wind that starts to blow
I'm taken in your undertoe
Everything is fine
I'm lonely all the time

'Cause All I want to do is be there for the things that you're going through
Well is it good for you?
Is it good for you?
'Cause you are the nights
when I don't know where my life should go
Well is it good for you?
Is it good for you?

Hey, child please stay awhile.
My smile will not mislead you.
'Cause I've been without
I go wild with doubt
I grab at you
I can't stop grabbing at you
'Cause I feel you cross my mind in disarray,
Intoxicated ricochet
There's nothing wrong
Just don't take too long

'Cause all I want to do is be there for the things that you're going through
Well is it good for you?
Is it good for you?
'Cause you are the nights when I don't know where my life should go
Well is it good for you?
Well is it good for you?

And then sing that chorus one more time.

I'm not sure who's perspective I am for that to be. Feels like mine and another's at the same time. Like a dream...

On another note, I can't stop listening to Shakira's Ojos Asi. I used to not tolerate her stuff, since she seemed to be yet another prancing sex-on-a-stick for a pop star... but she does have an intersting heritage and a good voice. And goddamn that song is catchy. Plus it's not in english. And sounds very arabic in its roots. Whoo.

Time to find a cat to cuddle with for the night.