You know sometimes, when you've got so much to tell that you know that it'll take you a hell of a long time to write it all down or talk it all out, and you're not sure where to start, how much to tell, or even if you want to spend all that effort?
Yeah. That's how I feel. I know a whole shitload of stuff has happened since I last updated. You know, like, moving into my dorm, registering for classes, being a HELP for my first few days, getting adjusted to dorm life again, having classes, and little adventures in between.
I'll say one sentence about each.
Moving into my dorm was an adventure, since I had no other help besides my mom and her friend, and Kit and I rearranged the room nicely.
Registering for classes has been one of my biggest headache inducers and it's been battle after battle, but I ended up with all but one of the classes I want, making my credit total 14 this quarter (I wanted 17, but oh well).
Being a HELP was rather fun. I would've never done it had Kit not also signed up to be a HELP, but after a little while I was having a good time with helping people move into Mathes; though later one, when the flow of people got higher, I was getting exhausted.
My dorm has cool people, my dorm floor has familiar faces from last year's 2nd floor (we're saying that the 2nd floor took over the 8th), Alan's only two floors down, and Kit and I are getting along quite well so far.
My Geology class seems alright and actually a bit interesting so far, my Native American Lit class has quite a bit of a reading load though is alos a bit interesting, and my teacher for my Peoples of Asia anthropology class hasn't shown up yet (she was studying outside of the country and was having problems getting back in, apparently), so I don't have too much of an opinion about it yet.
So far I've visited the mall, went to a housewarming party in my friends Jessilee's and Random's apartment, went to half of Open Door night, visted my friend Lee and Adria in their dorms, and lately Kit's recently aquired boyfriend has come to visit and is staying for a couple--actually, several--days.
There you have it.
Please remember this folks: "The hard is what makes it great."
Saturday, September 24, 2005
Monday, September 12, 2005
Sex!
WARNING! IF YOU HAVE A LIMIT ON HOW MUCH INFORMATION YOU'D LIKE TO KNOW ABOUT ME, THIS IS NOT THE POST FOR YOU!
There. I've warned you. It's your own damn fault if you get disgusted or freaked out from now on. Now let's get it on!
1. What is your gender? Very female.
2. How old are you now? 19
3. How old were you when you first started thinking about sex? Um... 5th grade? That's when I learned how it worked.
4. How old were you when you were first sexually aroused and what caused it? Gosh, I can't remember, it's been a very long time...
5. How old were you when you lost your virginity? Haven't lost it yet. I'll give it away soon enough...
6. Did you enjoy your first sexual experience? Why or why not? No. It was a very limited experience yes. But with the wrong person. Wrong, wrong, wrong.
7. How many sexual partners have you had at this point in your life? Um.. as for intercourse, 0. Anything remotely related, 2.
8. Who is the sexiest person you know personally? Why? Alan. Because he is interested in me. And I him. We are attracted to each other on a number of levels. And because we are comfortable enough to be intimate in many ways. That's truely when I find someone sexy.
9. Have you ever been sexually attracted to someone related to you? If so, whom? No. No one.
10. If you were given the opportunity to act on that attraction, would you? Why or why not? Heck no.
11. What is the most sensitive part of your body? My little organ of pleasure herself. The only organ out there with a pleasure-only function. A clitoris is a girl's best friend.
12. What is the least sensitive part of your body? Now I've thought long and hard about this... Hair and fingernails. Can't feel a thing.
13. Has anyone ever stimulated your G-spot/prostate? Yes, indeed.
14. If so, did you find it pleasurable? Yes! Indeed!
15. Do you like large or small nipples? Never really mattered to me...
16. How big are your nipples? um... about the size of a nickel, perhaps? Nickel nipples! =D
17. Do you consider yourself sexually under-endowed, average or over-endowed? Why? Um... As far as the goods between my legs, I'm pretty average. I don't go around and check, but I'm sure I've got nothing to worry about. They do me good, so far. I do wish my breasts were a bit bigger... I always have.
18. If female, have you had or would you ever consider getting, breast implants? Why or why not? No. Because that's just weird, and I've heard that you lose sensation in them. And I'd much rather have sensation than size, when it comes down to the two of them
19. If male, are you circumcised or uncircumcised and would you change it if you could? Why or why not? As a female I cannot answer this question.
20. How many sexual positions are you familiar with personally? Personally meaning what? I know OF a fair amount, but since I still have yet to have sex, I haven't actually tried having sex in those postions. The end.
21. Has anyone ever taken pictures of, or filmed you naked? No, and at this point I'd rather it stay that way.
22. Has anyone ever taken pictures of, or filmed you having sex? No, and I'd prefer that to not happen
23. Have you ever taken pictures of, or filmed, someone else naked or having sex? No... and that'd be a bit awkward for me, really. I consider it a more personal, privately intimate thing myself. That stuff just ain't for me.
24. Has anyone ever watched you having sex? No... because I haven't had any, yet.
25. Have you ever watched others having sex? No
26. Have you ever watched others having sex, without their knowledge? point your eyes upward. No, not at the ceiling, to the last question
27. How old were you when you masturbated for the first time? Hummm... 10 or 11. Right at the start of puberty. It was a accidental discovery... and a good one, at that!
28. How often do you masturbate now? Hmmm...nowadays, not too often. I'm holding out to make my inimate experiences better. But if I were to masturbate regularly, I'd probably do it just about every day, perhaps multiple times a day.
29. What do you usually think about while you masturbate? Images of my lover, what makes me feel good, things that he says or does that turn me on, those good things
30. What's your favorite masturbation technique? good ol' hands. Rubbing outside and inside simulatinously. Yum.
31. Where is the most interesting place you've ever masturbated? I've got two, actually: once in my 6th grade math class, and once in a dark auditorium during a concert. Yay for being subtle!
32. Which do you like better, giving or receiving oral sex? I like them both, really. Recieving... feels really good! And giving... I like making others feel good! =)
33. Who is the one person you'd really like to give you oral sex? Alan. No other.
34. If you could easily gratify yourself with oral sex, would you? Um... it would feel nice, yes, but I'm not sure if I'd like my own flavor.
35. Spit or swallow? Spit. That's stuff's kinda icky.
36. Have you ever had, or wanted to have, a threesome? Not really, no
37. What would be the breakdown of your ideal threesome? (Two guys? Two gals? One of each? A goat and a horse?) Um... if I DID have one, I suppose I'd like two guys. More attention on me!
38. Who would your ideal threesome be with? Johnny Depp and Elijah Wood and Me. Damn.
39. Do those people know that you want to have a threesome with them? If not, why not? No. They have no idea I exist.
40. Have you ever been involved in an orgy? Yes! Lots of times I've been in a room with sockless people! (Where did THAT particular definition come from, anyway?)
41. If so, how many people were involved? anywhere from 3 to about 10. Wild parties, man.
42. Were drugs involved? If you count sugar and caffeiene, oh yeah.
43. What's the most number of times you've had sex in one night? 0. I want to change that.
44. What's the most public place in which you've had sex? Nowhere public. Nowhere at all.
45. What's the most public place in which you'd like to have sex? Hm... Not really all THAT public, but I'd like a forest setting. Or perhaps behind a waterfall...
46. Would you have or have you ever had sex with your best friend? Why or why not? My best friend is pretty much my boyfriend. So sure. Otherwise, no. That wouldn't help that sort of relationship at all.
47. Have you had, or would you ever have, sex with a neighbor? No. My neighbors are very nonsexable.
48. Have you ever been sexually obsessed with someone? Yeah... at one point. Very briefly. I was charged and confused. Don't really want to do that again.
49. What is your wildest sexual fantasy? I don't have too many "wild" ones... and when I do, they're like dreams--I get out of my trance, as it were, and forget most of them if not all of them. From the ones I remember... being tied down, being unmercifully teased, being aggressively taken over... I don't like the whole D/s thing, but being submissive once in a while appeals to me
50. What's the kinkiest thing you've ever tried, sexually? Um... chocolate frosting. On me. It tasted yummy. From what I hear. =) Oh, and I was lightly tied down once. That was interesting. I could do it again sometime.
51. What's the most creative thing you've ever done with a sex toy? Never used one, really. Maybe one day Alan will get Rez... (for those who don't know, look it up--it's a video game)
52. What is the oddest object you've ever inserted into your body, or parts of your body into, for sexual gratification? never inserted anything unusual...
53. If you could have sex with anybody you know, completely guilt free, who would it be and why? Alan, I'm at that level of trust with him.
54. If you were given the opportunity to have sex with a perfect clone of yourself, would you? No... That would just be too far down on my weird scale.
55. If you had the opportunity to be professionally photographed for Playboy/Playgirl, or pose for a statue by Michelangelo, which would you choose? I'd rather go for Michelangelo, cause he would be artistically recreating my beautiful body. Playboy would be like "LOOK! FEMALE PARTS! HAPPY MASTURBATING!" So objectifying...
56. If a sex toy manufacturer asked to make a mold of your genitals in order to mass-produce sex toys for sale worldwide, would you? Why or why not? Um... as long as they payed me very well... why the hell not. Though that's really weird when I think about it... whatever. Just give me the money and don't bother me ever again.
57. If female, have you ever used a strap-on dildo to fuck someone? Nuh-uh.
58. If male, have you ever been sexually penetrated by another? I no male.
59. Did you enjoy the experience? I no answer above question.
60. How much would you have to be paid to have sex with a total stranger? way more than you could give me
61. How much would you have to be paid to have sex on stage in a crowded coliseum? more than the above sum
62. If you were given the opportunity, would you watch someone have sex with an animal? That's... no. Poor animal...
63. If you had to compare yourself to an animal during sex, what animal would it be and why? Um... gee. I think of a cat. Not only because cats are some of my favorite animals, and I'd like to be one anyway, but I just tend to curl up and around next to the person I love and am affectionate to. And if I could purr, I WOULD!
64. In your opinion, is it fair to force hormonally driven young people to wait until they're 18 to have sex? Uh... not completely. You really just can't stop people from having sex, when it comes down to it. It's a very personal decision. I do recommend encouraging them to wait until they are completely sure they are ready (which often happens after the age of 18), and to be smart about it, if anything.
65. Should it be considered a crime if pre-eighteen-year-olds choose to have sex earlier? Not really. Though there should be an age barrier, for sure... I'm not sure what it is, though. Leave the children out of it, definitely.
66. At what age do you believe people should be allowed to take responsibility for their own bodies? Hm... probably around 16 or 17. Don't know exactly why. Just a good age. Maybe I'll just stick with 18.
67. Do you believe that sex education should be taught in public schools? Why or why not? Yes. Better to teach as many as you can with the correct information. No lying, misinforming, or evilizing. They would get such information from other sources eventually, and it's best to have people informed as correctly as possible.
68. In your opinion, who is best equipped to teach sex education to pre-eighteen year olds? Teachers, I think. Parents are allowed too. Teachers for factual information everyone needs, and Parents for personal things. Responsible adults in general, really.
69. Do you believe there is too much, or too little, emphasis put on sex education in today's society? I'm not sure, really. There are those who are too obessessed with it--whether they are "NO SEX ED IT IS EVIL RAAAR!" or "TEACH THEM EVERYTHING!!!" I've already given you my opinions on how it should be.
70. Do you consider your answers you've given on questions 64 - 69 to be objective, or are they based on emotional response? ... I try to be objective, but either way, it's a personal opinion.
Finish the following phrases:
71. If I had to describe my sexual organs, I would say they are... female and pleasure giving. And fertile.
72. The difference(s) between sexuality and sensuality is/are... *scratches head*... well, sexuality tends to be more directly sexually related, sensuality really means appealing to senses, any of them. I think as far as movie ratings go, sensuality = softcore and sexuality = hard core
73. Before I die, I'd like to experience... sex. and being married. and a swiss truffle.
74. I hate it when... people make me feel uncomfortable about this subject, whether they are prying merciless at me when I'm not comfortable enough to discuss such things with them yet, or making me feel bad for being interested in such stuff, saying how evil-minded or perverted I am. Leave me alone!
75. Sex is like... a box of chocolates. You never know what you're going to get... wait...
There. I've warned you. It's your own damn fault if you get disgusted or freaked out from now on. Now let's get it on!
1. What is your gender? Very female.
2. How old are you now? 19
3. How old were you when you first started thinking about sex? Um... 5th grade? That's when I learned how it worked.
4. How old were you when you were first sexually aroused and what caused it? Gosh, I can't remember, it's been a very long time...
5. How old were you when you lost your virginity? Haven't lost it yet. I'll give it away soon enough...
6. Did you enjoy your first sexual experience? Why or why not? No. It was a very limited experience yes. But with the wrong person. Wrong, wrong, wrong.
7. How many sexual partners have you had at this point in your life? Um.. as for intercourse, 0. Anything remotely related, 2.
8. Who is the sexiest person you know personally? Why? Alan. Because he is interested in me. And I him. We are attracted to each other on a number of levels. And because we are comfortable enough to be intimate in many ways. That's truely when I find someone sexy.
9. Have you ever been sexually attracted to someone related to you? If so, whom? No. No one.
10. If you were given the opportunity to act on that attraction, would you? Why or why not? Heck no.
11. What is the most sensitive part of your body? My little organ of pleasure herself. The only organ out there with a pleasure-only function. A clitoris is a girl's best friend.
12. What is the least sensitive part of your body? Now I've thought long and hard about this... Hair and fingernails. Can't feel a thing.
13. Has anyone ever stimulated your G-spot/prostate? Yes, indeed.
14. If so, did you find it pleasurable? Yes! Indeed!
15. Do you like large or small nipples? Never really mattered to me...
16. How big are your nipples? um... about the size of a nickel, perhaps? Nickel nipples! =D
17. Do you consider yourself sexually under-endowed, average or over-endowed? Why? Um... As far as the goods between my legs, I'm pretty average. I don't go around and check, but I'm sure I've got nothing to worry about. They do me good, so far. I do wish my breasts were a bit bigger... I always have.
18. If female, have you had or would you ever consider getting, breast implants? Why or why not? No. Because that's just weird, and I've heard that you lose sensation in them. And I'd much rather have sensation than size, when it comes down to the two of them
19. If male, are you circumcised or uncircumcised and would you change it if you could? Why or why not? As a female I cannot answer this question.
20. How many sexual positions are you familiar with personally? Personally meaning what? I know OF a fair amount, but since I still have yet to have sex, I haven't actually tried having sex in those postions. The end.
21. Has anyone ever taken pictures of, or filmed you naked? No, and at this point I'd rather it stay that way.
22. Has anyone ever taken pictures of, or filmed you having sex? No, and I'd prefer that to not happen
23. Have you ever taken pictures of, or filmed, someone else naked or having sex? No... and that'd be a bit awkward for me, really. I consider it a more personal, privately intimate thing myself. That stuff just ain't for me.
24. Has anyone ever watched you having sex? No... because I haven't had any, yet.
25. Have you ever watched others having sex? No
26. Have you ever watched others having sex, without their knowledge? point your eyes upward. No, not at the ceiling, to the last question
27. How old were you when you masturbated for the first time? Hummm... 10 or 11. Right at the start of puberty. It was a accidental discovery... and a good one, at that!
28. How often do you masturbate now? Hmmm...nowadays, not too often. I'm holding out to make my inimate experiences better. But if I were to masturbate regularly, I'd probably do it just about every day, perhaps multiple times a day.
29. What do you usually think about while you masturbate? Images of my lover, what makes me feel good, things that he says or does that turn me on, those good things
30. What's your favorite masturbation technique? good ol' hands. Rubbing outside and inside simulatinously. Yum.
31. Where is the most interesting place you've ever masturbated? I've got two, actually: once in my 6th grade math class, and once in a dark auditorium during a concert. Yay for being subtle!
32. Which do you like better, giving or receiving oral sex? I like them both, really. Recieving... feels really good! And giving... I like making others feel good! =)
33. Who is the one person you'd really like to give you oral sex? Alan. No other.
34. If you could easily gratify yourself with oral sex, would you? Um... it would feel nice, yes, but I'm not sure if I'd like my own flavor.
35. Spit or swallow? Spit. That's stuff's kinda icky.
36. Have you ever had, or wanted to have, a threesome? Not really, no
37. What would be the breakdown of your ideal threesome? (Two guys? Two gals? One of each? A goat and a horse?) Um... if I DID have one, I suppose I'd like two guys. More attention on me!
38. Who would your ideal threesome be with? Johnny Depp and Elijah Wood and Me. Damn.
39. Do those people know that you want to have a threesome with them? If not, why not? No. They have no idea I exist.
40. Have you ever been involved in an orgy? Yes! Lots of times I've been in a room with sockless people! (Where did THAT particular definition come from, anyway?)
41. If so, how many people were involved? anywhere from 3 to about 10. Wild parties, man.
42. Were drugs involved? If you count sugar and caffeiene, oh yeah.
43. What's the most number of times you've had sex in one night? 0. I want to change that.
44. What's the most public place in which you've had sex? Nowhere public. Nowhere at all.
45. What's the most public place in which you'd like to have sex? Hm... Not really all THAT public, but I'd like a forest setting. Or perhaps behind a waterfall...
46. Would you have or have you ever had sex with your best friend? Why or why not? My best friend is pretty much my boyfriend. So sure. Otherwise, no. That wouldn't help that sort of relationship at all.
47. Have you had, or would you ever have, sex with a neighbor? No. My neighbors are very nonsexable.
48. Have you ever been sexually obsessed with someone? Yeah... at one point. Very briefly. I was charged and confused. Don't really want to do that again.
49. What is your wildest sexual fantasy? I don't have too many "wild" ones... and when I do, they're like dreams--I get out of my trance, as it were, and forget most of them if not all of them. From the ones I remember... being tied down, being unmercifully teased, being aggressively taken over... I don't like the whole D/s thing, but being submissive once in a while appeals to me
50. What's the kinkiest thing you've ever tried, sexually? Um... chocolate frosting. On me. It tasted yummy. From what I hear. =) Oh, and I was lightly tied down once. That was interesting. I could do it again sometime.
51. What's the most creative thing you've ever done with a sex toy? Never used one, really. Maybe one day Alan will get Rez... (for those who don't know, look it up--it's a video game)
52. What is the oddest object you've ever inserted into your body, or parts of your body into, for sexual gratification? never inserted anything unusual...
53. If you could have sex with anybody you know, completely guilt free, who would it be and why? Alan, I'm at that level of trust with him.
54. If you were given the opportunity to have sex with a perfect clone of yourself, would you? No... That would just be too far down on my weird scale.
55. If you had the opportunity to be professionally photographed for Playboy/Playgirl, or pose for a statue by Michelangelo, which would you choose? I'd rather go for Michelangelo, cause he would be artistically recreating my beautiful body. Playboy would be like "LOOK! FEMALE PARTS! HAPPY MASTURBATING!" So objectifying...
56. If a sex toy manufacturer asked to make a mold of your genitals in order to mass-produce sex toys for sale worldwide, would you? Why or why not? Um... as long as they payed me very well... why the hell not. Though that's really weird when I think about it... whatever. Just give me the money and don't bother me ever again.
57. If female, have you ever used a strap-on dildo to fuck someone? Nuh-uh.
58. If male, have you ever been sexually penetrated by another? I no male.
59. Did you enjoy the experience? I no answer above question.
60. How much would you have to be paid to have sex with a total stranger? way more than you could give me
61. How much would you have to be paid to have sex on stage in a crowded coliseum? more than the above sum
62. If you were given the opportunity, would you watch someone have sex with an animal? That's... no. Poor animal...
63. If you had to compare yourself to an animal during sex, what animal would it be and why? Um... gee. I think of a cat. Not only because cats are some of my favorite animals, and I'd like to be one anyway, but I just tend to curl up and around next to the person I love and am affectionate to. And if I could purr, I WOULD!
64. In your opinion, is it fair to force hormonally driven young people to wait until they're 18 to have sex? Uh... not completely. You really just can't stop people from having sex, when it comes down to it. It's a very personal decision. I do recommend encouraging them to wait until they are completely sure they are ready (which often happens after the age of 18), and to be smart about it, if anything.
65. Should it be considered a crime if pre-eighteen-year-olds choose to have sex earlier? Not really. Though there should be an age barrier, for sure... I'm not sure what it is, though. Leave the children out of it, definitely.
66. At what age do you believe people should be allowed to take responsibility for their own bodies? Hm... probably around 16 or 17. Don't know exactly why. Just a good age. Maybe I'll just stick with 18.
67. Do you believe that sex education should be taught in public schools? Why or why not? Yes. Better to teach as many as you can with the correct information. No lying, misinforming, or evilizing. They would get such information from other sources eventually, and it's best to have people informed as correctly as possible.
68. In your opinion, who is best equipped to teach sex education to pre-eighteen year olds? Teachers, I think. Parents are allowed too. Teachers for factual information everyone needs, and Parents for personal things. Responsible adults in general, really.
69. Do you believe there is too much, or too little, emphasis put on sex education in today's society? I'm not sure, really. There are those who are too obessessed with it--whether they are "NO SEX ED IT IS EVIL RAAAR!" or "TEACH THEM EVERYTHING!!!" I've already given you my opinions on how it should be.
70. Do you consider your answers you've given on questions 64 - 69 to be objective, or are they based on emotional response? ... I try to be objective, but either way, it's a personal opinion.
Finish the following phrases:
71. If I had to describe my sexual organs, I would say they are... female and pleasure giving. And fertile.
72. The difference(s) between sexuality and sensuality is/are... *scratches head*... well, sexuality tends to be more directly sexually related, sensuality really means appealing to senses, any of them. I think as far as movie ratings go, sensuality = softcore and sexuality = hard core
73. Before I die, I'd like to experience... sex. and being married. and a swiss truffle.
74. I hate it when... people make me feel uncomfortable about this subject, whether they are prying merciless at me when I'm not comfortable enough to discuss such things with them yet, or making me feel bad for being interested in such stuff, saying how evil-minded or perverted I am. Leave me alone!
75. Sex is like... a box of chocolates. You never know what you're going to get... wait...
No more Annie Nonimos
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And a survey to match
1.~How did you meet #13? Our mothers introduced us when we were but young babies
2.~What would you do if you had never met #5? Have a much sadder of a time in college. She was pretty much responsible for the introduction of my other friends in college, including my boyfriend
3.~What do you honestly think of #10? He's a cool, intelligent, sweet friend; a bit clueless and a tad on the unreliable side sometimes, but when you really need him, he's a treasure
4.~Would or did #19 and #8 go out? Um... not unless the universe flipped upside down. If that happened, after exclaiming "WHAAAAA???" for 10 minutes, I'd laugh my limbs off
5.~Have you ever liked #3? Liked? Of course! She's one of my better friends. Crush? Hee hee... you know I love ya, babe! ;)
6.~If #1 died tomorrow, what is one thing that you would need him/her to know? That I love him, and that I would be strong for him... oh god, please don't make me think about that...
7.~Would #2 and #11 make a good couple? Um... I'm not so sure. I can't see their personalites mixing together to form any more than friendship. He's more layed back, she's more serious. Nothing bad about either of those, but yeah. A friendship between them, however, I would NOT oppose.
8.~Describe #7 in 3 words: giggly, smart, cute
9.~Do you think #12 is hot? He's the hottest gay man I know.
10.~Would #1 and #17 make a lovely couple? (What's with all the couple questions?!) Hee hee... that actually sounds really funny. One of my first friends I ever made on campus... and my boyfriend. I think #17 would need to find her a better anime geek. No offense, #1.
11.~What do you think of when you see #8? Colorful hair, liberal dressing, liberal attitude, and an all-out-there personality. And one sexy babe!
12.~Tell me something humiliating about #11: Aw... that's not nice... I can't think of something humliating about #11. So far anything he's done has been cool, funny, dorky, geeky, or nice; but never humliating. Perhaps I should hang out with him more for a chance to change all of that. =)
13.~Do you know any of #6's family members? Not personally. I'm aquainted with her parents and her sister, and I've seen her brothers a couple of times.
14.~What's #20's favorite color? Blue! No, yelloooooowww... Honestly, I have no idea. And it's not all that important to me, frankly
15.~On a scale of 1-10 how cute is #14? 10. She's adorable. And you know it.
16.~What would you do if #4 just professed their undying love for you? I'd say... "I love you, but you're not my type. And by type, I mean gender." and then I'd wake up, cause it'd be a weird dream.
17.~What language does #19 speak? English, and a bit of Cantonese, unless I'm mistaken
18.~Who is #16 going out with? She's engaged to Mark the Marine.
19.~Is #9 a boy or a girl? She is SO a girl. And I would know... =D
20.~Would #18 and #4 make a good couple? (*sigh* Here we go again) ... No. A silent film has more color than his personality, and she's too good of a person. That's right. Ouch.
21.~Who do you think #15 would be great with from this list? "Matchmaker, matchmaker, make me a match..." I think he could go for someone his age, at least. He's one of the old guys of the list. Not sure how well he'd match up with anyone on my list, in that sense... Matched up with #1 though, and you get quite the duo!
22.~When was the last time you talked to #12? At the end of last school year. I've missed him... I get to see him again soon!
23.~What is #3's favorite band? I know one of them at the moment is My Chemical Romance.
24.~Does #2 have any siblings? Yep. #19.
25.~Would you ever date #6? We'd have to lesbians. Last time I checked, we didn't fall under that catagory.
26.~Would you ever date #7? See above. Plus, this young lady's in a relationship with a BOY. And you know what? So am I! See? We don't match up well at all.
27.~Is #15 single? Yes he is. Man, is this a cupid-playing-oriented quiz or what?
28.~What is #20's last name? Desmairas. French for "Swamp People."
29.~What is #18's middle name? Um... was it Adam? I think so.
30~What is #10's fantasy? To meet the Korean girl of his dreams, marry her, and populate the world with their children.
31.~Where does #9 live? New York, New York, at the moment.
32.~Would you make out with #13? The creator of this test is now in front of a mirror, tearfully lamenting "Can anybody find meee... soooomebody to looooove!" And no. no. no. no. and no.
33.~Are #5 and #6 best friends? They've never met. I imagine they'd get along pretty well, to a point.
34.~Does #7 like #20? Heh... once upon a time. But the winds of past have blown that away like a stray piece of paper.
35.~How did you meet #18? Hmm... We first met in 6th grade, during ecology club. We were making a big poster with a zoologically diverse planet on it. I was drawing dolphins, he was drawing sharks. He was trying to outnumber my dolphins with his sharks, I was outnumbering his sharks with my dolphins. Ah, the innocent days...
36.~Is #12 older than you? Yes he is. By at least 2 years.
37.~Is #17 the sexiest person alive? Creator was full of surging hormones too. Jeez. Anyway, in the anime-geek way, sure thing!
2.~What would you do if you had never met #5? Have a much sadder of a time in college. She was pretty much responsible for the introduction of my other friends in college, including my boyfriend
3.~What do you honestly think of #10? He's a cool, intelligent, sweet friend; a bit clueless and a tad on the unreliable side sometimes, but when you really need him, he's a treasure
4.~Would or did #19 and #8 go out? Um... not unless the universe flipped upside down. If that happened, after exclaiming "WHAAAAA???" for 10 minutes, I'd laugh my limbs off
5.~Have you ever liked #3? Liked? Of course! She's one of my better friends. Crush? Hee hee... you know I love ya, babe! ;)
6.~If #1 died tomorrow, what is one thing that you would need him/her to know? That I love him, and that I would be strong for him... oh god, please don't make me think about that...
7.~Would #2 and #11 make a good couple? Um... I'm not so sure. I can't see their personalites mixing together to form any more than friendship. He's more layed back, she's more serious. Nothing bad about either of those, but yeah. A friendship between them, however, I would NOT oppose.
8.~Describe #7 in 3 words: giggly, smart, cute
9.~Do you think #12 is hot? He's the hottest gay man I know.
10.~Would #1 and #17 make a lovely couple? (What's with all the couple questions?!) Hee hee... that actually sounds really funny. One of my first friends I ever made on campus... and my boyfriend. I think #17 would need to find her a better anime geek. No offense, #1.
11.~What do you think of when you see #8? Colorful hair, liberal dressing, liberal attitude, and an all-out-there personality. And one sexy babe!
12.~Tell me something humiliating about #11: Aw... that's not nice... I can't think of something humliating about #11. So far anything he's done has been cool, funny, dorky, geeky, or nice; but never humliating. Perhaps I should hang out with him more for a chance to change all of that. =)
13.~Do you know any of #6's family members? Not personally. I'm aquainted with her parents and her sister, and I've seen her brothers a couple of times.
14.~What's #20's favorite color? Blue! No, yelloooooowww... Honestly, I have no idea. And it's not all that important to me, frankly
15.~On a scale of 1-10 how cute is #14? 10. She's adorable. And you know it.
16.~What would you do if #4 just professed their undying love for you? I'd say... "I love you, but you're not my type. And by type, I mean gender." and then I'd wake up, cause it'd be a weird dream.
17.~What language does #19 speak? English, and a bit of Cantonese, unless I'm mistaken
18.~Who is #16 going out with? She's engaged to Mark the Marine.
19.~Is #9 a boy or a girl? She is SO a girl. And I would know... =D
20.~Would #18 and #4 make a good couple? (*sigh* Here we go again) ... No. A silent film has more color than his personality, and she's too good of a person. That's right. Ouch.
21.~Who do you think #15 would be great with from this list? "Matchmaker, matchmaker, make me a match..." I think he could go for someone his age, at least. He's one of the old guys of the list. Not sure how well he'd match up with anyone on my list, in that sense... Matched up with #1 though, and you get quite the duo!
22.~When was the last time you talked to #12? At the end of last school year. I've missed him... I get to see him again soon!
23.~What is #3's favorite band? I know one of them at the moment is My Chemical Romance.
24.~Does #2 have any siblings? Yep. #19.
25.~Would you ever date #6? We'd have to lesbians. Last time I checked, we didn't fall under that catagory.
26.~Would you ever date #7? See above. Plus, this young lady's in a relationship with a BOY. And you know what? So am I! See? We don't match up well at all.
27.~Is #15 single? Yes he is. Man, is this a cupid-playing-oriented quiz or what?
28.~What is #20's last name? Desmairas. French for "Swamp People."
29.~What is #18's middle name? Um... was it Adam? I think so.
30~What is #10's fantasy? To meet the Korean girl of his dreams, marry her, and populate the world with their children.
31.~Where does #9 live? New York, New York, at the moment.
32.~Would you make out with #13? The creator of this test is now in front of a mirror, tearfully lamenting "Can anybody find meee... soooomebody to looooove!" And no. no. no. no. and no.
33.~Are #5 and #6 best friends? They've never met. I imagine they'd get along pretty well, to a point.
34.~Does #7 like #20? Heh... once upon a time. But the winds of past have blown that away like a stray piece of paper.
35.~How did you meet #18? Hmm... We first met in 6th grade, during ecology club. We were making a big poster with a zoologically diverse planet on it. I was drawing dolphins, he was drawing sharks. He was trying to outnumber my dolphins with his sharks, I was outnumbering his sharks with my dolphins. Ah, the innocent days...
36.~Is #12 older than you? Yes he is. By at least 2 years.
37.~Is #17 the sexiest person alive? Creator was full of surging hormones too. Jeez. Anyway, in the anime-geek way, sure thing!
Names
1. Alan
2. Candice
3. Michelle
4. Sarah
5. Kit
6. Sonja
7. Deanna
8. Danielle
9. Aleeza
10. Luan
11. Ryan
12. Random
13. Kirsten
14. Allie
15. Eric
16. Lee
17. Adria
18. Bob
19. Jason
20. David
2. Candice
3. Michelle
4. Sarah
5. Kit
6. Sonja
7. Deanna
8. Danielle
9. Aleeza
10. Luan
11. Ryan
12. Random
13. Kirsten
14. Allie
15. Eric
16. Lee
17. Adria
18. Bob
19. Jason
20. David
Sunday, September 11, 2005
Happy Belated Blogiversary!
Well, as of 9/9/05, I've had this thing for a year. I came close to giving it up due to neglegance and difficulty in motivating myself to sum up the little stories in my life over and over again, but I kept this thing up anyway! Yay for not giving up just because it gets hard!
It's a help to be socialized once in a while. Last week I was graced by Michelle's presence for one day. We sat and had a long and meaningful talk about many things. It was good talking with her again, she's one of the reasons I would miss my home town. I was happy that day. Days later, Luan treated me to some Pho and 5 minutes of tennis, and some more nice conversations (he made up for not painting his room with me). He also rekindled my appetite for piano players. They rock my socks off. Friends did a big part in lessinging the suckiness the previous days had brought me.
Then this was a wonderful little weekend. Last of Alan's and my visits for the summer. Last weekend of the summer, really. It feels like Autumn's hit already. The weather got about 20 degrees cooler, the clouds are making more and more appearances, and it's raining on and off. Some of the trees are deciding the days are growing too short to hold onto their leaves (useless little fact: Trees know when to start losing their leaves not because the weather gets colder, but because the days get shorter). So Alan and I had a good weekend, enjoying each other's company, and being happy. I'll tell you, it's one thing for me to be happy, but to see someone you really care about so happy, that's when I really feel great. We watched some really bad movies via Mystery Science Theater 3000, ate some delicious watermelon, made some banana splits, listened to Lewis Black, took a walk through the forest; lots of fun things.
And now in four days I will be moving back to Western. Four days. Four. Days. That's crazy talk. Alan nicely worded this feeling a few days ago, I'll paraphrase it a bit. After waiting for something so long, counting every day that snail-passed by, thinking that the road looked longer the closer I was getting to my destination... suddenly it's just about here, and I'm like "What? Already?" Christmas happened like that alot for me. Still does, really. Every time Alan would visit or I would visit him, happened just like this. And now the school year's nearly upon me. God damn. You get so used to waiting, and then you don't have to wait anymore. I'm glad I don't have to wait too much longer, for sure. But still... weird. I'll be able to see the lovely little city of Bellingham once more, and enjoy the freedom and uniqueness of life that comes from Life on Western Campus. I look mucho forward to that.
So that's all I got to say now.
Except for one thing: if I get spammed again (*shakes fist and swears at such things*), I'm going to have to block off anonymous comments. Just a heads-up for those of you without blogger accounts--you may have to get one if you still want to add your opinions to my little collection.
It's a help to be socialized once in a while. Last week I was graced by Michelle's presence for one day. We sat and had a long and meaningful talk about many things. It was good talking with her again, she's one of the reasons I would miss my home town. I was happy that day. Days later, Luan treated me to some Pho and 5 minutes of tennis, and some more nice conversations (he made up for not painting his room with me). He also rekindled my appetite for piano players. They rock my socks off. Friends did a big part in lessinging the suckiness the previous days had brought me.
Then this was a wonderful little weekend. Last of Alan's and my visits for the summer. Last weekend of the summer, really. It feels like Autumn's hit already. The weather got about 20 degrees cooler, the clouds are making more and more appearances, and it's raining on and off. Some of the trees are deciding the days are growing too short to hold onto their leaves (useless little fact: Trees know when to start losing their leaves not because the weather gets colder, but because the days get shorter). So Alan and I had a good weekend, enjoying each other's company, and being happy. I'll tell you, it's one thing for me to be happy, but to see someone you really care about so happy, that's when I really feel great. We watched some really bad movies via Mystery Science Theater 3000, ate some delicious watermelon, made some banana splits, listened to Lewis Black, took a walk through the forest; lots of fun things.
And now in four days I will be moving back to Western. Four days. Four. Days. That's crazy talk. Alan nicely worded this feeling a few days ago, I'll paraphrase it a bit. After waiting for something so long, counting every day that snail-passed by, thinking that the road looked longer the closer I was getting to my destination... suddenly it's just about here, and I'm like "What? Already?" Christmas happened like that alot for me. Still does, really. Every time Alan would visit or I would visit him, happened just like this. And now the school year's nearly upon me. God damn. You get so used to waiting, and then you don't have to wait anymore. I'm glad I don't have to wait too much longer, for sure. But still... weird. I'll be able to see the lovely little city of Bellingham once more, and enjoy the freedom and uniqueness of life that comes from Life on Western Campus. I look mucho forward to that.
So that's all I got to say now.
Except for one thing: if I get spammed again (*shakes fist and swears at such things*), I'm going to have to block off anonymous comments. Just a heads-up for those of you without blogger accounts--you may have to get one if you still want to add your opinions to my little collection.
Thursday, September 08, 2005
To Hell With It
I'll figure out a substantial entry later. Moo.
FIRST GRADE TEACHER'S NAME: Naola. and I remember that because we called our teachers by their first name back at that school
LAST WORDS YOU SAID: jeez... I can't remember.. somewhere along the lings of "uh-huh" to my mom telling me about laundry to do.
LAST SONG YOU SANG: any one of the many talking heads songs that's stuck in my head
LAST PERSON YOU HUGGED: I sort of hugged Luan yesterday.
LAST THING YOU LAUGHED AT: Sex Zombies. Ask me later.
LAST TIME YOU SAID I DON'T REMEMBER: earlier in this survey.
LAST TIME YOU CRIED: last night, briefly
COLOR OF SOCKS YOU'RE WEARING: none. I don't like to wear socks in my bed, makes my feet too hot.
WHAT'S UNDER YOUR BED: used to be a mattress which is currently being used in the guest room. As of now, lint and dirt and maybe a few things that get slowly sucked in by the black hole in there
TIME YOU WOKE UP TODAY: 9:30 ish
CURRENT TASTE: a little bit if mint toothpaste
CURRENT HAIR: a good deal past my shoulders, brown, straight
CURRENT LOVE: Alan. Those who know me and don't know that... yeah. Get with the times.
CURRENT ANNOYANCE: Several things about myself.
CURRENT LONGING: To be in a better mood and for Alan to be around for it
CURRENT DESKTOP BACKGROUND: A colorful, stylistic work of art I stole off the internet. It's a sunset and a lake and two people hugging with a heart between them.
CURRENT WORRY: That I'll screw things up.
CURRENT HATE: That the days go by even slower when something is just about to happen.
CURRENT FAVORITE ARTICLE OF CLOTHING: My red and black splotched nice shirt. I don't know how else to describe it. I hope those of you who have seen it know what I'm talking about.
FAVORITE PHYSICAL FEATURE OF THE OTHER/SAME SEX: Brain.
LAST CD YOU LISTENED TO: Best of the Talking Heads. Right now it's their turn to rock my world.
FAVORITE PLACE TO BE: surrounded by people I care about who are glad to be with me (and right now, my family doesn't count... it's been a long summer)
LEAST FAVORITE PLACE: Alone and unfamiliar
TIME YOU WAKE UP: I was pretty good at waking up at 10 for a while, but then I started waking up around 11. Now I'm seeing if I can do 9.
IF YOU COULD PLAY AN INSTRUMENT: Guitar. It's still an infatuation of mine. Other than that, I wish I could stick to piano a little more...
FAVORITE COLOR: Red, glorious, red
DO YOU BELIEVE IN AFTERLIFE: It's a nice thought. I'm not going to stick completely to it.
HOW TALL ARE YOU: 5'2 3/4"
CURRENT FAVORITE WORD/SAYING: Word, I made up my own swearword: "Monkeybutts!" Saying, I like saying this to people for various reasons: "Jump up and down!"
FAVORITE BOOK: Um... I've got several. And look in my profile if you want to see them.
FAVORITE SEASON: Well... summer, if not for the loneliness and the boredom.
PERSON FROM YOUR PAST YOU'D LIKE TO TALK TO: Hm... my best friend, Lauren, from California. I hardly kept in touch with her after I moved in 3rd grade. She was a good gal.
PERSON FROM YOUR PAST YOU DON'T WANNA TALK TO: Several. There are a few people from middle school I'd care never to interact with again, for sure.
DO YOU GO TO COLLEGE OR UNIVERSITY: And I'll be moving back to Western in ONE WEEK!!!
WHAT IS YOUR CAREER GOING TO BE: I'm hoping Pastry Chef will be my route.
HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT: 2
HAD A PET THAT YOU KILLED: I didn't kill them, but they've died.
SAID "I LOVE YOU" AND MEANT IT: Many times. In fact, I only remember saying it once and not meaning it. Prompted by the other person who was saying it and sure as hell knew they didn't mean it either. Oy.
GOTTEN IN A FIGHT WiTH YOUR PET: Yes... I'm sorry, Pets.
BEEN TO NEW YORK: No
BEEN TO FLORIDA: No
BEEN TO CALIFORNIA: YES! Born and lived there for 8 years.
BEEN TO HAWAII: No
BEEN TO MEXICO: No
BEEN TO EUROPE: No
HAVE YOU EVER MET ANYONE OFF THE NET: Technically yes, but that's because they were friends of someone I knew
DREAMED OF SOMETHING REALLY CRAZY AND THEN IT HAPPENED THE NEXT DAY: Anything I dreamed that happened the next day wasn't all that crazy, and anything crazy I dreamed didn't happen the next day.
HAD SEX WITH A FRIEND: Nope.
HAD SEX WITH AN EX'S FRiEND: *shakes head*
WENT OUT WITH SOMEONE AND REGRET IT: Oh yeah. Never an "official" relationship, but we did go out.
DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON SOMEONE: I think it's safe to say it's more than a crush, now
WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW: I should be reading... but I'm not.
WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD: It's either seeing someone you really care about else in pain and knowing you caused it, or having a cavity filled without novicane
FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP: Either "Dream...." or I start slowly but surely remembering events of yesterday and what's to come today
HOW MANY RINGS BEFORE YOU ANSWER: However long it takes to get to the phone
FUTURE DAUGHTER'S NAME: Um... Serena.
FUTURE SON'S NAME: something with a J. I'm not sure yet.
WHAT DO YOU SLEEP WITH: Pillows, my cats
FAVORITE TV SHOW: I need to rekindle this catagory in me again
WISH WERE HERE WITH YOU: Someone who would give me a hug
TATTOOS: none, unless you count the spot of graphite in my thigh from when I sat on a pencil
PIERCINGS: Ears, one hole each
THE EXTRA STUFF...
DO YOU DO DRUGS: Only the painkilling kind
DO YOU DRINK: Hardly ever. In fact, never, had it not been for the handful of times when I did
WHAT TOOTHPASTE DO YOU USE: Crest, I believe
WHAT KIND OF SHAMPOO AND CONDITIONER DO YOU USE: Any old shampoo, but conditioner from Biolage
WHAT ARE YOU MOST SCARED OF: Messing up everything with the ones I love, and being all alone and vulnerable
WHAT CLOTHES DO YOU SLEEP IN: PJs, pj bottoms and big shirt or sometimes any old shirt
WHO IS THE LAST PERSON THAT CALLED YOU: Alan
WHERE DO YOU WANT TO GET MARRIED: hmmm... somewhere pretty. A garden, perhaps
IF YOU COULD CHANGE ANYTHING ABOUT YOURSELF, WHAT WOULD IT BE: That I could be better at liking myself
WHO DO YOU REALLY HATE: pretty much no one.
BEEN IN LOVE: Yeah. Right about now
ARE YOU TIMLY OR ALWAYS LATE: I try to be timely, but I think I'm picking up my parents' habit of taking forever to get out of the house
DO YOU HAVE A JOB: *sigh* No...
DO YOU LIKE BEING AROUND PEOPLE: Yes, most of the time. Sometimes I'm a bit anti-social, though
BEST FEELING IN THE WORLD: Loving and being loved, or an orgasm
DO YOU HAVE ANY STUFFED ANIMALS: yes, and they're all chilling out on my bookshelves
ARE YOU A HEALTH FREAK: Not really. I don't do anything stupid, but If my metabolism weren't so freakishly quick, I'd be one tub of lard
DO YOU HAVE A "TYPE" OF PERSON YOU ALWAYS GO AFTER: I'm usually attracted to the shy, quiet, introverted ones... I guess that's the first impression I make on people. Interestingly enough, that's not who I'm with right now. But I think that's a good thing.
DO YOU WANT SOMEONE YOU CAN'T HAVE: No
ARE YOU LONELY RIGHT NOW: Yes
EVER AFRAID YOU'LL NEVER GET MARRIED: Not so much anymore
DO YOU WANT TO GET MARRIED: Very much so
DO YOU WANT KIDS: Eventually, perhaps. It's not really that big of a concern right now for me.
IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU...
CRIED: Yeah
BOUGHT SOMETHING: No. Luan covered me! =)
GOTTEN SICK: No
SANG: Little bits of the Talking heads songs stuck in my head
SAID I LOVE YOU: yes
WANTED TO TELL SOMEONE YOU LOVED THEM: yes, and then I told them
MET SOMEONE: No one new
MOVED ON: not yet
TALKED TO SOMEONE: yes
HAD A SERIOUS TALK: pretty much
MISSED SOMEONE: yeah
HUGGED SOMEONE: sort of hugged Luan
YELLED AT SOMEONE: no
DREAMED ABOUT SOMEONE YOU CAN'T BE WiTH: no
And there we have it. It was something for me to do.
FIRST GRADE TEACHER'S NAME: Naola. and I remember that because we called our teachers by their first name back at that school
LAST WORDS YOU SAID: jeez... I can't remember.. somewhere along the lings of "uh-huh" to my mom telling me about laundry to do.
LAST SONG YOU SANG: any one of the many talking heads songs that's stuck in my head
LAST PERSON YOU HUGGED: I sort of hugged Luan yesterday.
LAST THING YOU LAUGHED AT: Sex Zombies. Ask me later.
LAST TIME YOU SAID I DON'T REMEMBER: earlier in this survey.
LAST TIME YOU CRIED: last night, briefly
COLOR OF SOCKS YOU'RE WEARING: none. I don't like to wear socks in my bed, makes my feet too hot.
WHAT'S UNDER YOUR BED: used to be a mattress which is currently being used in the guest room. As of now, lint and dirt and maybe a few things that get slowly sucked in by the black hole in there
TIME YOU WOKE UP TODAY: 9:30 ish
CURRENT TASTE: a little bit if mint toothpaste
CURRENT HAIR: a good deal past my shoulders, brown, straight
CURRENT LOVE: Alan. Those who know me and don't know that... yeah. Get with the times.
CURRENT ANNOYANCE: Several things about myself.
CURRENT LONGING: To be in a better mood and for Alan to be around for it
CURRENT DESKTOP BACKGROUND: A colorful, stylistic work of art I stole off the internet. It's a sunset and a lake and two people hugging with a heart between them.
CURRENT WORRY: That I'll screw things up.
CURRENT HATE: That the days go by even slower when something is just about to happen.
CURRENT FAVORITE ARTICLE OF CLOTHING: My red and black splotched nice shirt. I don't know how else to describe it. I hope those of you who have seen it know what I'm talking about.
FAVORITE PHYSICAL FEATURE OF THE OTHER/SAME SEX: Brain.
LAST CD YOU LISTENED TO: Best of the Talking Heads. Right now it's their turn to rock my world.
FAVORITE PLACE TO BE: surrounded by people I care about who are glad to be with me (and right now, my family doesn't count... it's been a long summer)
LEAST FAVORITE PLACE: Alone and unfamiliar
TIME YOU WAKE UP: I was pretty good at waking up at 10 for a while, but then I started waking up around 11. Now I'm seeing if I can do 9.
IF YOU COULD PLAY AN INSTRUMENT: Guitar. It's still an infatuation of mine. Other than that, I wish I could stick to piano a little more...
FAVORITE COLOR: Red, glorious, red
DO YOU BELIEVE IN AFTERLIFE: It's a nice thought. I'm not going to stick completely to it.
HOW TALL ARE YOU: 5'2 3/4"
CURRENT FAVORITE WORD/SAYING: Word, I made up my own swearword: "Monkeybutts!" Saying, I like saying this to people for various reasons: "Jump up and down!"
FAVORITE BOOK: Um... I've got several. And look in my profile if you want to see them.
FAVORITE SEASON: Well... summer, if not for the loneliness and the boredom.
PERSON FROM YOUR PAST YOU'D LIKE TO TALK TO: Hm... my best friend, Lauren, from California. I hardly kept in touch with her after I moved in 3rd grade. She was a good gal.
PERSON FROM YOUR PAST YOU DON'T WANNA TALK TO: Several. There are a few people from middle school I'd care never to interact with again, for sure.
DO YOU GO TO COLLEGE OR UNIVERSITY: And I'll be moving back to Western in ONE WEEK!!!
WHAT IS YOUR CAREER GOING TO BE: I'm hoping Pastry Chef will be my route.
HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT: 2
HAD A PET THAT YOU KILLED: I didn't kill them, but they've died.
SAID "I LOVE YOU" AND MEANT IT: Many times. In fact, I only remember saying it once and not meaning it. Prompted by the other person who was saying it and sure as hell knew they didn't mean it either. Oy.
GOTTEN IN A FIGHT WiTH YOUR PET: Yes... I'm sorry, Pets.
BEEN TO NEW YORK: No
BEEN TO FLORIDA: No
BEEN TO CALIFORNIA: YES! Born and lived there for 8 years.
BEEN TO HAWAII: No
BEEN TO MEXICO: No
BEEN TO EUROPE: No
HAVE YOU EVER MET ANYONE OFF THE NET: Technically yes, but that's because they were friends of someone I knew
DREAMED OF SOMETHING REALLY CRAZY AND THEN IT HAPPENED THE NEXT DAY: Anything I dreamed that happened the next day wasn't all that crazy, and anything crazy I dreamed didn't happen the next day.
HAD SEX WITH A FRIEND: Nope.
HAD SEX WITH AN EX'S FRiEND: *shakes head*
WENT OUT WITH SOMEONE AND REGRET IT: Oh yeah. Never an "official" relationship, but we did go out.
DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON SOMEONE: I think it's safe to say it's more than a crush, now
WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW: I should be reading... but I'm not.
WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD: It's either seeing someone you really care about else in pain and knowing you caused it, or having a cavity filled without novicane
FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP: Either "Dream...." or I start slowly but surely remembering events of yesterday and what's to come today
HOW MANY RINGS BEFORE YOU ANSWER: However long it takes to get to the phone
FUTURE DAUGHTER'S NAME: Um... Serena.
FUTURE SON'S NAME: something with a J. I'm not sure yet.
WHAT DO YOU SLEEP WITH: Pillows, my cats
FAVORITE TV SHOW: I need to rekindle this catagory in me again
WISH WERE HERE WITH YOU: Someone who would give me a hug
TATTOOS: none, unless you count the spot of graphite in my thigh from when I sat on a pencil
PIERCINGS: Ears, one hole each
THE EXTRA STUFF...
DO YOU DO DRUGS: Only the painkilling kind
DO YOU DRINK: Hardly ever. In fact, never, had it not been for the handful of times when I did
WHAT TOOTHPASTE DO YOU USE: Crest, I believe
WHAT KIND OF SHAMPOO AND CONDITIONER DO YOU USE: Any old shampoo, but conditioner from Biolage
WHAT ARE YOU MOST SCARED OF: Messing up everything with the ones I love, and being all alone and vulnerable
WHAT CLOTHES DO YOU SLEEP IN: PJs, pj bottoms and big shirt or sometimes any old shirt
WHO IS THE LAST PERSON THAT CALLED YOU: Alan
WHERE DO YOU WANT TO GET MARRIED: hmmm... somewhere pretty. A garden, perhaps
IF YOU COULD CHANGE ANYTHING ABOUT YOURSELF, WHAT WOULD IT BE: That I could be better at liking myself
WHO DO YOU REALLY HATE: pretty much no one.
BEEN IN LOVE: Yeah. Right about now
ARE YOU TIMLY OR ALWAYS LATE: I try to be timely, but I think I'm picking up my parents' habit of taking forever to get out of the house
DO YOU HAVE A JOB: *sigh* No...
DO YOU LIKE BEING AROUND PEOPLE: Yes, most of the time. Sometimes I'm a bit anti-social, though
BEST FEELING IN THE WORLD: Loving and being loved, or an orgasm
DO YOU HAVE ANY STUFFED ANIMALS: yes, and they're all chilling out on my bookshelves
ARE YOU A HEALTH FREAK: Not really. I don't do anything stupid, but If my metabolism weren't so freakishly quick, I'd be one tub of lard
DO YOU HAVE A "TYPE" OF PERSON YOU ALWAYS GO AFTER: I'm usually attracted to the shy, quiet, introverted ones... I guess that's the first impression I make on people. Interestingly enough, that's not who I'm with right now. But I think that's a good thing.
DO YOU WANT SOMEONE YOU CAN'T HAVE: No
ARE YOU LONELY RIGHT NOW: Yes
EVER AFRAID YOU'LL NEVER GET MARRIED: Not so much anymore
DO YOU WANT TO GET MARRIED: Very much so
DO YOU WANT KIDS: Eventually, perhaps. It's not really that big of a concern right now for me.
IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU...
CRIED: Yeah
BOUGHT SOMETHING: No. Luan covered me! =)
GOTTEN SICK: No
SANG: Little bits of the Talking heads songs stuck in my head
SAID I LOVE YOU: yes
WANTED TO TELL SOMEONE YOU LOVED THEM: yes, and then I told them
MET SOMEONE: No one new
MOVED ON: not yet
TALKED TO SOMEONE: yes
HAD A SERIOUS TALK: pretty much
MISSED SOMEONE: yeah
HUGGED SOMEONE: sort of hugged Luan
YELLED AT SOMEONE: no
DREAMED ABOUT SOMEONE YOU CAN'T BE WiTH: no
And there we have it. It was something for me to do.
Friday, September 02, 2005
mph.
Usually I'd be happy to whine and complain about my not so happy week. I don't feel like it much right now.
I'll sum it up just a bit. Monday, my dog Kelly had to be put to sleep. Several nights in a row Alan and I have had rough converstations (while nothing absolutely serious, it put dampers on our days). Yesterday I went to see a movie and my Curse of the Theaters still holds. I got a splitting headache. Just like the last 5 or 6 times. Last night I got sick to my stomach. That plus the headache wasn't good. Mom gave me medicine, I woke up at random points in the middle of the night. Eventually I got better. But it was quite the night.
And that's all. Here's to wishing for better days ahead. And you know what else? In a week I'll see Alan and my friend Kit again (and maybe some other people) again. In less than two weeks, I'll get to move back...
*sigh* Being patient is biting me.
I'll sum it up just a bit. Monday, my dog Kelly had to be put to sleep. Several nights in a row Alan and I have had rough converstations (while nothing absolutely serious, it put dampers on our days). Yesterday I went to see a movie and my Curse of the Theaters still holds. I got a splitting headache. Just like the last 5 or 6 times. Last night I got sick to my stomach. That plus the headache wasn't good. Mom gave me medicine, I woke up at random points in the middle of the night. Eventually I got better. But it was quite the night.
And that's all. Here's to wishing for better days ahead. And you know what else? In a week I'll see Alan and my friend Kit again (and maybe some other people) again. In less than two weeks, I'll get to move back...
*sigh* Being patient is biting me.
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