A summary my friend gave me about me:
"ok, let's just be honest. you are very clingy. I know that's an ugly word, but literally all the time of all summer that we've both been online, you've been talking to me. No one else does that. It's difficult to disengage conversations with you if I want to do something else. I can't vouch for other people, but that's a reason why I may seem more impatient. It seems like in your mind, some one is either your friend who you can rely on no matter what, or they dislike every part of you and want nothing to do with you."
And they are right. It's not their fault. I've tried and I've tried.But how do I feel?
I feel trapped, I feel hopeless, I feel I will lose all of my friends, and I feel I am undeserving of any friends.
Worst of all, I feel incurable.
Does this ever end? Does it? Does it end alive?
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