I owe you all so much explanation, and yet I these days I don't seem to have the mental energy to pour everything all out.
I'll just say that loneliness is the most prominent emotion of mine these days. Single life is hard. I get bored too often, and tired of my schoolwork too easily. Friends are nice and very comforting, but unfortunately few and often not available. I've lost two of my best friends, and don't know when I'll be able to earn that status with them again. I miss them both, very much.
And I miss every day that I didn't feel such continual and deep down sadness.
Just to be understood again. Truely understood. That's all I really ask for.
And held. Being held is nice too.
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if it helps, i'll rent out deanna's body to you for a night. i'll even waive the usual ten cent fee i charge for her. good deal.
A SONG TO CHEER YOU UP FROM ME AND BOBBY
I ain't looking to compete with you
Beat or cheat or mistreat you
Simplify you, classify you
Deny, defy, or crucify you
All I really wanna do
Is, baby, be friends with you
I ain't looking to fight with you
Frighten you or uptighten you
Brag you down or drain you down
Chain you down or bring you down
All I really wanna do
Is, baby, be friends with you
I don't wanna fake you out
Take or shake or forsake you out
I ain't looking for you to see like me
Feel like me or be like me
All I really wanna do
Is, baby, be friends with you
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