May you be fated to live in interesting times

Those Chinese sure knew what they were talking about.

Well, this past week has proven to be a very interesting time.
However, I'm not sure this is the time to post details of such things yet. So those of you who don't know will have to just wonder for now. I'm sorry, but it's the way my world shall work.

I guess now... well, part of me now feels somewhat better than before. And part of me feels bad. And a good portion of me feels lonely.

It gets difficult to sit around, in a vulnerable state, knowing patience is required, but still wondering where that reserved seat for you is.

... I'm not depressed, but I'm not happy.

Another foggy gray area for me.

But through every gray fog there is a blue sky waiting to happen. I'll just have to see how long it takes to burn off.

So once again, my apologies for not really giving any of you who may be reading this an update. But that's just how it'll have to be for now.