To Hell With It

I'll figure out a substantial entry later. Moo.

FIRST GRADE TEACHER'S NAME: Naola. and I remember that because we called our teachers by their first name back at that school

LAST WORDS YOU SAID: jeez... I can't remember.. somewhere along the lings of "uh-huh" to my mom telling me about laundry to do.

LAST SONG YOU SANG: any one of the many talking heads songs that's stuck in my head

LAST PERSON YOU HUGGED: I sort of hugged Luan yesterday.

LAST THING YOU LAUGHED AT: Sex Zombies. Ask me later.

LAST TIME YOU SAID I DON'T REMEMBER: earlier in this survey.

LAST TIME YOU CRIED: last night, briefly

COLOR OF SOCKS YOU'RE WEARING: none. I don't like to wear socks in my bed, makes my feet too hot.

WHAT'S UNDER YOUR BED: used to be a mattress which is currently being used in the guest room. As of now, lint and dirt and maybe a few things that get slowly sucked in by the black hole in there

TIME YOU WOKE UP TODAY: 9:30 ish

CURRENT TASTE: a little bit if mint toothpaste

CURRENT HAIR: a good deal past my shoulders, brown, straight

CURRENT LOVE: Alan. Those who know me and don't know that... yeah. Get with the times.

CURRENT ANNOYANCE: Several things about myself.

CURRENT LONGING: To be in a better mood and for Alan to be around for it

CURRENT DESKTOP BACKGROUND: A colorful, stylistic work of art I stole off the internet. It's a sunset and a lake and two people hugging with a heart between them.

CURRENT WORRY: That I'll screw things up.

CURRENT HATE: That the days go by even slower when something is just about to happen.

CURRENT FAVORITE ARTICLE OF CLOTHING: My red and black splotched nice shirt. I don't know how else to describe it. I hope those of you who have seen it know what I'm talking about.

FAVORITE PHYSICAL FEATURE OF THE OTHER/SAME SEX: Brain.

LAST CD YOU LISTENED TO: Best of the Talking Heads. Right now it's their turn to rock my world.

FAVORITE PLACE TO BE: surrounded by people I care about who are glad to be with me (and right now, my family doesn't count... it's been a long summer)

LEAST FAVORITE PLACE: Alone and unfamiliar

TIME YOU WAKE UP: I was pretty good at waking up at 10 for a while, but then I started waking up around 11. Now I'm seeing if I can do 9.

IF YOU COULD PLAY AN INSTRUMENT: Guitar. It's still an infatuation of mine. Other than that, I wish I could stick to piano a little more...

FAVORITE COLOR: Red, glorious, red

DO YOU BELIEVE IN AFTERLIFE: It's a nice thought. I'm not going to stick completely to it.

HOW TALL ARE YOU: 5'2 3/4"

CURRENT FAVORITE WORD/SAYING: Word, I made up my own swearword: "Monkeybutts!" Saying, I like saying this to people for various reasons: "Jump up and down!"

FAVORITE BOOK: Um... I've got several. And look in my profile if you want to see them.

FAVORITE SEASON: Well... summer, if not for the loneliness and the boredom.

PERSON FROM YOUR PAST YOU'D LIKE TO TALK TO: Hm... my best friend, Lauren, from California. I hardly kept in touch with her after I moved in 3rd grade. She was a good gal.

PERSON FROM YOUR PAST YOU DON'T WANNA TALK TO: Several. There are a few people from middle school I'd care never to interact with again, for sure.

DO YOU GO TO COLLEGE OR UNIVERSITY: And I'll be moving back to Western in ONE WEEK!!!

WHAT IS YOUR CAREER GOING TO BE: I'm hoping Pastry Chef will be my route.

HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT: 2

HAD A PET THAT YOU KILLED: I didn't kill them, but they've died.

SAID "I LOVE YOU" AND MEANT IT: Many times. In fact, I only remember saying it once and not meaning it. Prompted by the other person who was saying it and sure as hell knew they didn't mean it either. Oy.

GOTTEN IN A FIGHT WiTH YOUR PET: Yes... I'm sorry, Pets.

BEEN TO NEW YORK: No

BEEN TO FLORIDA: No

BEEN TO CALIFORNIA: YES! Born and lived there for 8 years.

BEEN TO HAWAII: No

BEEN TO MEXICO: No

BEEN TO EUROPE: No

HAVE YOU EVER MET ANYONE OFF THE NET: Technically yes, but that's because they were friends of someone I knew

DREAMED OF SOMETHING REALLY CRAZY AND THEN IT HAPPENED THE NEXT DAY: Anything I dreamed that happened the next day wasn't all that crazy, and anything crazy I dreamed didn't happen the next day.

HAD SEX WITH A FRIEND: Nope.

HAD SEX WITH AN EX'S FRiEND: *shakes head*

WENT OUT WITH SOMEONE AND REGRET IT: Oh yeah. Never an "official" relationship, but we did go out.

DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON SOMEONE: I think it's safe to say it's more than a crush, now

WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW: I should be reading... but I'm not.

WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD: It's either seeing someone you really care about else in pain and knowing you caused it, or having a cavity filled without novicane

FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP: Either "Dream...." or I start slowly but surely remembering events of yesterday and what's to come today

HOW MANY RINGS BEFORE YOU ANSWER: However long it takes to get to the phone

FUTURE DAUGHTER'S NAME: Um... Serena.

FUTURE SON'S NAME: something with a J. I'm not sure yet.

WHAT DO YOU SLEEP WITH: Pillows, my cats

FAVORITE TV SHOW: I need to rekindle this catagory in me again

WISH WERE HERE WITH YOU: Someone who would give me a hug

TATTOOS: none, unless you count the spot of graphite in my thigh from when I sat on a pencil

PIERCINGS: Ears, one hole each

THE EXTRA STUFF...

DO YOU DO DRUGS: Only the painkilling kind

DO YOU DRINK: Hardly ever. In fact, never, had it not been for the handful of times when I did

WHAT TOOTHPASTE DO YOU USE: Crest, I believe

WHAT KIND OF SHAMPOO AND CONDITIONER DO YOU USE: Any old shampoo, but conditioner from Biolage

WHAT ARE YOU MOST SCARED OF: Messing up everything with the ones I love, and being all alone and vulnerable

WHAT CLOTHES DO YOU SLEEP IN: PJs, pj bottoms and big shirt or sometimes any old shirt

WHO IS THE LAST PERSON THAT CALLED YOU: Alan

WHERE DO YOU WANT TO GET MARRIED: hmmm... somewhere pretty. A garden, perhaps

IF YOU COULD CHANGE ANYTHING ABOUT YOURSELF, WHAT WOULD IT BE: That I could be better at liking myself

WHO DO YOU REALLY HATE: pretty much no one.

BEEN IN LOVE: Yeah. Right about now

ARE YOU TIMLY OR ALWAYS LATE: I try to be timely, but I think I'm picking up my parents' habit of taking forever to get out of the house

DO YOU HAVE A JOB: *sigh* No...

DO YOU LIKE BEING AROUND PEOPLE: Yes, most of the time. Sometimes I'm a bit anti-social, though

BEST FEELING IN THE WORLD: Loving and being loved, or an orgasm

DO YOU HAVE ANY STUFFED ANIMALS: yes, and they're all chilling out on my bookshelves

ARE YOU A HEALTH FREAK: Not really. I don't do anything stupid, but If my metabolism weren't so freakishly quick, I'd be one tub of lard

DO YOU HAVE A "TYPE" OF PERSON YOU ALWAYS GO AFTER: I'm usually attracted to the shy, quiet, introverted ones... I guess that's the first impression I make on people. Interestingly enough, that's not who I'm with right now. But I think that's a good thing.

DO YOU WANT SOMEONE YOU CAN'T HAVE: No

ARE YOU LONELY RIGHT NOW: Yes

EVER AFRAID YOU'LL NEVER GET MARRIED: Not so much anymore

DO YOU WANT TO GET MARRIED: Very much so

DO YOU WANT KIDS: Eventually, perhaps. It's not really that big of a concern right now for me.

IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU...

CRIED: Yeah

BOUGHT SOMETHING: No. Luan covered me! =)

GOTTEN SICK: No

SANG: Little bits of the Talking heads songs stuck in my head

SAID I LOVE YOU: yes

WANTED TO TELL SOMEONE YOU LOVED THEM: yes, and then I told them

MET SOMEONE: No one new

MOVED ON: not yet

TALKED TO SOMEONE: yes

HAD A SERIOUS TALK: pretty much

MISSED SOMEONE: yeah

HUGGED SOMEONE: sort of hugged Luan

YELLED AT SOMEONE: no

DREAMED ABOUT SOMEONE YOU CAN'T BE WiTH: no


And there we have it. It was something for me to do.