I'm alone again.
Single again. Not all alone, but left with that gaping hole that can only be left when something or someone has been lost. I knew it'd never work out. He was even sure it wasn't going well. I started having more comforting thoughts about my friend ("R") than with him. I was longing for something different, something other than the situation I had, but I was afraid to leave someone, and face my greatest fear. But I had to, I was just never gonna be happy with it, and it was manifesting greatly. I don't want to think too much of it anymore, I just wanna find something to reach to that will be comforting enough... and this time, it won't be just a reach-out to someone else. I'm tired of that cycle...
He's a good guy, just not mine. This has happened too many times...
I've had enough of bad love, I need something I can be proud of.
Is it so wrong to want a relationship this badly and not like being single at all?
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